Waiting For Me

I am waiting for you

She said with a soft touch

I’ll be here after you go through

Things that will rough you up

Now that you’re leaving

And you’re going away

Leaving without rhyme or reason

Without a trace

She whispered gently

Like a light breeze on a hot day

That she would wait for me

To become a man one day

Well that day is almost here

I think it is around the corner

I need not fear

For she is just over the border

Between my sanity

And my various travels

Buried in luxurious vanity

I have abandoned ship to no avail

What is meant to be

Will always happen anyway

I need to learn to breathe

As I see the approaching day

A day of déjà vu

That day where I left it all

Wishing I could go back and re-do

Everything and grow some resolve

To finish what I started

To see it all through

Instead of being retarded

I wish I could start anew

She is waiting for me

And I need not stay away

God has prepared her for me

And I need her today

She wants a man

And that is what I’ve become

I now I understand

Just how far I have come

Prayer for a Spouse

Lord, hear my prayer

Hear the words that I say

Whether I am here or not all there

Bless me Lord I pray

I pray for a woman

A woman who loves You

I pray for a woman

Who will stand for the truth

I prayer for a Godly woman for starters

A woman that You hold dear

I pray for a loving partner

That will tell me her deepest fears

Her darkest secrets and desires

Her simplest little sins

What ignites her fires

And what makes her tick

Give me a woman that

Will support me in everything

That will make up for where I lack

And that won’t just be swayed with anything

Grant me a woman of faith

One that will call me out

That will be worth the wait

That will be doctrinally sound

Send me a person who is gentle

Because we all know I am not

I do not want a rental

I am casting all my lots

I want a woman who is not afraid

A woman I can listen to

One that has something to say

One that truly worships you

One that an stand up

When I am doing something wrong

One that is not a slut

One that prefers our sins to be gone

A woman who is pure

Because I am not such

One who is spiritually mature

And is not in a rush

Because I am ways moving fast

I need someone slower paced

I need someone who can last

Who will not just leave me green-faced

I need someone from Proverbs thirty-one

A woman who can raise my children

A woman who rises before the sun

And shines in my eyes and glistens

One who can cook and clean

And who I can help to do so

A woman who is not mean

A woman that can help me to grow

A woman with a high standard

That will not tolerate idiocies

Not an emotional vandal

But a woman with many intricacies

I need someone that I can love

Some I can trust

Peaceful as a dove

This is a must

I need a woman who will submit to me

Who will respect my opinion

But does not follow society

Or submit to all men

I want to love her to the point

Where she can respect my ideas

And bear the fruit of my loins

That I can passionately kiss

I want to hear her problems

The struggles of her daily life

I want to help her solve them

And I want to walk with her through strife

I want her to be honest with me

I want her to have integrity

I know I am not perfect

But God I ask for  a great a woman to marry!