Can You?

I cannot believe I said those words to you

I cannot believe the inconsiderations I made

So many times wishing I could hate you

Hoping that if I pretend my feelings for fade

That maybe my heart would actually believe me

But it never worked that way

And those feelings of hatred never did relieve me

All it ever did was drive me insane

How can I retract all of the words I said?

Sure God has forgiven me

But can that ever make amends?

Can I ever take back my defeat?

Can I take back the hurt?

Can you ever forgive

Those hurtful words?

Can we live and let live?

Spider

Wandering the streets with my superpowers

Because my soul has been devoured

So now every minute, every hour

The voices in my head grow louder

Images ingrained and stained in my head

Finishes the bane disdain clothed in red

I wish that love had never come

And if I’m left to play the hero this time

I don’t wanna have to save you

So babe, don’t stay, just run

Before you run out of time

Before time runs out on you

Badgering my mind with my battle fatigue

Because my brain has lost intrigue

So now every movement, like a machine

The loudness grows, I hear my own heart beat

Rationale inclined and mined from my thoughts

Chaparral maligned and chined, look what it bought

I wish that love had never come

And if I’m left to play the hero this time

I don’t wanna have to save you

So babe, don’t stay, just run

Before you run out of time

Before time runs out on you

Black roses at your funeral

Your insistence to help

You character so haughty some

Resulting in your untimely death

I did not stop you

Because I loved you

Please run

Please run

I wish that love had never come

And if I’m left to play the hero this time

I don’t wanna have to save you

So babe, don’t stay, just run

Before you run out of time

Before time runs out on you